Selasa, 20 Mei 2008

Dia

Orang yang datang dari dunia lama

Menyeberangi lautan maya penuh usaha

Hanya untuk bertemu muka

Untuk mengantarkan sapa


Datang dengan tangan terbuka dan senyuman hangat

Rela mendengarkan cerita penuh lara

Dengan telinga terbuka dan hati yang ramah

Walau baru saja kembali bersua


Dan dia selalu membawa canda tawa

Menghiasi hari-hari yang dingin dan kelam

Melumerkan hati yang beku karena luka

Menghilangkan semua darah duka


Lalu aku bersyukur atas kerelaannya

Dan atas senyum dan candanya

Yang dapat membuatku tertawa

Di saat-saat kejatuhan


Dan aku bersyukur atas perhatiannya

Yang menguatkan dan menyejukkan

Sekaligus memanjakan dan memabukkan

Dan mendatangkan senyum tersembunyiku di kala sendirian


Ah, aku bersyukur karenanya

Yang menceriakan hari-hariku dengan canda

Membuatku bisa menatap hari depan yang menjanjikan

Dengan semangat di dalam dada

Accidentally

Lonely souls…

Accidentally reunited…


Old lost friends…

Found themselves in a new meeting…


Old and lost sorrows…

Found each other and sparks new joys...


Drawn and hypnotized by the sound of laughter…

Spinning and dancing…

And blending in serious words and playful laughter...

A beautiful togetherness...

Hope it can last…

I Just Want to be Happy...

Last night, I pray:

I just want to be happy

I think I really deserve to be happy


So, please happiness…

Come to me

Stay with me for a while longer

Like for a lifetime

Don’t go away so soon

Stay with me…


Because you see,

I just want to be happy…


So help me God!

Screaming the Unsaid Words

I just want to scream!

Screaming the unsaid words…


There’s uneasiness creeping up inside my vein…

So deep, I can feel them in my bone

The lost feeling…

Like you were left behind…

Like no one care…


Like an arrow of pain…

Burst into your fleshy soul

Like you want to shed a drop of tear…

But somehow, you just can’t


I’m not blue… I’m black!

Pitch dark…

All I can do is pray to see the light…

Soon, before I loose my sanity

Before I became too cynical

And make everything meaningless…


Shed my blood…

Shed my fears…

Shed my tears…

And I’m screaming the unsaid words

Here….

Alone.

Emotional Roller Coaster


A roller coaster ride of emotions


Fly you up to the sky…
Then let you fall to the deepest crater…

Fulfilling you with hope and promises…

Then give you mean words and cold shoulders…



I’m stuck,

Get the feel as if I can’t breathe

Everything becomes too much…

Too crowded, yet too quiet and too lonely at the same time…


My space became shallow and narrow

While I desperately trying to get out…


I’m trapped

It feels like I am in a borderline

Between reality and dreams…

Between hate and love…


Standing in a very thin borderline…

In the tip of my toes…

I’m on the edge…


Very tired...

Just trying to feel the happiness…


Help me…

Is there anyone out there who hears me now…?