Screaming the Unsaid Words

I just want to scream!

Screaming the unsaid words…

There’s uneasiness creeping up inside my vein…

So deep, I can feel them in my bone

The lost feeling…

Like you were left behind…

Like no one care…

Like an arrow of pain…

Burst into your fleshy soul

Like you want to shed a drop of tear…

But somehow, you just can’t

I’m not blue… I’m black!

Pitch dark…

All I can do is pray to see the light…

Soon, before I loose my sanity

Before I became too cynical

And make everything meaningless…

Shed my blood…

Shed my fears…

Shed my tears…

And I’m screaming the unsaid words

Here….

Alone.